The Last Adam became a Life-Giving Spirit

主工人的性格

2009-09-17T07:46:00.001-07:00

享受弟兄的交通，关于主工人的性格。

我们的性格是30%先天，70%后天的，所以大部分是靠后天培养的。没有一个性格比懒惰更严重。一个懒惰的人会把大事化成小事，小事化成无事。然后，事情在他手中会拖延。一个懒惰的人，照马太福音，就有资格不进诸天的国，因为他是又恶又懒的仆人。一个懒惰的人，甚至连撒旦也用不着。

主说要"举目观看"因为庄稼已经发白了，可是我们好像门徒一样说要等四个月。我们若“举目观看”一下召会里的服事，单单利未服事，事情是要作都作不完，那牧养年幼圣徒呢？谁来作？求主怜悯我们，叫我们不懒惰；使徒保罗乃是殷勤多作主工。

弟兄然后说到如何“听人说话”。当有圣徒来和我们交通，我们要学习从他的话中听三样东西：1 讲出来的话； 2 没有讲出来的话；和 3 他灵里面的话。作主的工有一个需要，就是能安静的坐下来听别人的话，并且听懂；如果不能听懂别人的难处，那我们在主手中就没有用处。

那我们如何能听懂人的话呢？弟兄给我们三点：1 不要主观（没有自己的意见）； 2 思想安静、不留荡； 3 感觉别人所感觉的（自己的感觉必须相当客观）。为着这个，我们的感觉必须受对付。我们的感觉受了对付，才不忙。我们这个人的思想是川流不息的，需要十字架的对付。我们是神的器皿，是神的量表；若这个量表不行，就不能测出别人的“体温”来。（主工人的性格。第一篇：会听别人的话）

哦，主耶稣！

2009-09-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

为着弟兄姐妹的帮助实在要感恩
我们很常会觉得有人服事我们是很应该的
其实不是这样
在传28保罗因弟兄们到亚比乌市和三馆迎接他们
保罗就感谢神，壮起胆来。
他很宝贝肢体的供应和帮助

弟兄打电话来
他说，我们在顺利的环境里爱主
那是没问题的
但如果在不顺利的环境里爱主
那就有点不容易
那时信心会受试验

当我知道我需要回到沙巴的时候
整个人好像落在黑暗里
真的会觉得什么也摸不到
什么也看不见
最近一直麻烦了很多弟兄姐妹
为着他们要感谢主
然后也学习到祷告和交通
并且主也暴露到底我的负担在什么程度
因为这个东西是不能骗人的

主我向你敞开
常常呼求你的名
坚固我的信心
叫我在一切事上仍然可为你作得胜的见证

Song of Songs (2)

2009-08-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

Verse 2:3 says, "As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste."

Notice the words "apple tree among the trees." In the original language "apple" is "bergamot orange." It is an evergreen plant and does not shed its leaves in winter. Outwardly, it looks somewhat like a pomegranate, and it tastes somewhat like an orange and lemon. "The sons" can only be compared to ordinary trees, whereas the beloved has three characteristics: (1) He can become a forest. Emphasis is placed on the word "wood," which denotes tallness. (2) His overshadowing never fails. He is an evergreen and therefore provides shade all the time. (3) He bears fruit. Many trees are green but do not bear fruit. He is tall, overshadowing, and fruitful. The maiden has come to realize the Lord as the One who is all in all.

The Best Love for the Lord

2009-08-03T19:34:00.000-07:00

早晨呼求主名享受祂时
突然想唱诗歌
就翻了我们大专排诗歌本
翻到这首- The Best Love for the Lord
就唱了起来

"Loving You, Lord's all I'm living for;
Loving You, Lord to the uttermost. "
当唱到下一句时,
眼泪好像要流下来:
"Lord, forgive me if I've left my first love,
that's the bridal love to You."

然后很享受第三节:
"I treasure my time alone with You,
Just to gain the best love You long for.
My dearest Husband,
draw me with Yourself
Into Your chamber right now.
Be the first in all my work and life,
Be the first in all my service too.
In relationships, You must be the first;
Have preeminence in me."

是主先爱我们
把自己倾倒下来
为要得着我们
所以祂配得我们给祂上好的爱
主啊,保守我的心
叫我离开仇敌的试诱
在一切人事物里凡是向你敞开
让你来作主

The Song of Songs

2009-08-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

1:4 , "The King hath brought me into his chambers."

"The "chambers" are the "secret place" (Psa. 91:1), which are the bedrooms. Unless we have very deep friendship with a person, we will not bring him into our chambers. Therefore, when the King brings her into the chambers, it signifies the beginning of fellowship and revelation. In the chambers she tastes of a fellowship that was previously unknown. But more than this, she sees something that she has not seen before."

Lord, draw me into Your chamber now, I long for Your fellowship and revelation. Save me from this trial. Let me see something.

The Life of Altar and Tent pioneered by Abraham

2009-07-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

The Christian life is a life of Abraham's life. The generation of Jesus Christ is the Son of David, the Son of Abraham. Our generation also starts with Abraham, not Adam. Abraham was called by God, walked in faith. So we were also called by God, and are walking in faith.

People might think that Abraham was mighty due to his faith. However, his faith did not originated from himself. Faith is just an ability to believe something in future. Or rather, faith is "I am not, but God is." We need to set ourselves aside, believe that Christ is the one living.

God's calling is His glorious appearing to us. We could believe in Him because God first called us. By His appearance, He will call us out of our comfort zone, our background, living, familiar practice. So we need to forsake everything we have and we are, and take His presence as our roadmap.

An altar is for satisfying God; and tent is for our living / testimony on this earth. An altar means burn offering. What we have today should pass though the altar, and God will return some to us for our need of living today. Everything we have today is not ours, it is His. Then, we live a life of tent- testify that we are sojourner on this earth and we "eagerly waited for the city which has the foundation, whose Architect and Builder is God." (Heb 11:10)

Finally, we need to be uprooted, unsettled by the Lord, to be able to walk with Him wherever He goes. We will be much more useful. It is absolutely normal for a called one to be unsettled.

神的福音

2009-07-25T22:29:00.000-07:00

这是神的福音，不是人的。罗16：25说“神能照着我的福音。。。”我的福音-这是主观的。这里说神的福音“坚固你们”-这话是对罗马圣徒说的。这指出就连召会也需要福音。那，什么样的福音能坚固我们？这福音肯定与神的心头愿望发生关系。保罗在使徒行传里对以弗所的圣徒说:我没有一样违避不和你们说的-就是神的旨意。所以，这整个东西能坚固你们-就是神的福音。试验来了，我们就摇动了，什么能坚固召会？就是神的福音。不仅坚固，还能成就神的旨意。

这个福音是关于耶稣基督的人位，这个启示是“照历世以来密而不宣之奥秘”- 一面是神的奥秘（神的历史，就是基督自己），另一面是基督的奥秘-召会。基督作为三一神的具体化身，在我们里面成了荣耀的盼望，把我们作成神的扩大、彰显，这就是基督的奥秘。这样的福音不是照着人的需要，乃是为着神的目的。

基督是在人性里的三重后裔-女人的后裔，亚伯拉罕的后裔，和大卫的后裔。这三重后裔各自都有三个讲究-individual seed，transfigured seed，corporate seed。说到基督是女人的后裔：

(a) Individual seed- 基督自己就是女人的后裔，来伤蛇的头。哈里路亚！福音开始于撒旦的被咒诅，开始于伤蛇的头！
(b) Transfigured seed- 基督成为赐生命的灵（女人的后裔改变形象，进到我们里面，作儿子名分的灵。）在我们里面天天伤蛇的头-藉着我们的呼求主名！
(c) Corporate seed- 启12说宇宙光明的妇人生出男孩子-这位生出来是打蛇的，不仅打蛇，他是打龙的！是团体的seed，是得胜者。

罗16：20- 平安的神快要将撒旦践踏在你们的脚下。愿我们主耶稣的恩，与你们同在。所以，我们越享受主，就越践踏蛇。

你看，这样的福音岂不是能坚固人？

需要主用身体的事来教导

2009-07-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

早晨被主光照了一下
虽然光不很强
可是还是愿意到主面前悔改
求主像教导保罗一样
教导我关于身体的事

发现自己没有实际看见身体
因为没有能力去保爱肢体
主啊，我是不能的
有个东西叫作单独在我的里面
我唯有向你敞开
求主照着我的短缺
一一来教导我
叫我不单独
让我实际去经历什么是
“我没有你不行，你没有我也不行，这就是配搭”

“一个看见自己是肢体的人，定规保爱身体，看重
其他的肢体，也不再只看见自己的好，乃是看别人
比自己强。”

手中的事

2009-07-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

許多人能領會身體的力量是有限的，但是沒有看見他們外面的人的力量也是有限的，所以就把他們外面的人的力量浪費了。照樣，人思想的力量也是有限的，沒有一個人能無限量的思想。人如果多注意了某件事，在思想上多花了工夫在某件事上，他就沒有力量再想到其他的事。

神需要把你外面的人打碎了，纔能用你這個外面的人。神需要把你的愛打碎了，纔能用你的愛去愛眾弟兄。我們的意志也是堅強的，不只堅強，並且是硬，非常硬。裏面的人需要用意志，卻尋不到意志，因為意志在那裏單獨行動，意志已經有了牠手中的事。

神的靈沒有法子從我們的靈裏出來，因為我們外面的人已經都滿了，已經都有了手中的事。必須求神憐憫我們，給我們外面的人有一個破碎，讓裏面的人有路可以出來。這樣，裏面的人就有意志可用，就有思想可用，就有情感可用。

我們一切的遭遇都是有意義的，一切的遭遇都是有神的安排的；沒有一個基督徒的事是偶然的，是沒有神的安排的。我們必須服在神的安排之下。神對付我們，破碎我們這個人，讓靈能出來，叫我們能使用我們的靈，這是按著神的律，不是按著我們的禱告。一個律不能因禱告而被改變。

一切這樣的禱告都沒有用，更好是把這樣的禱告停止，向神說，『神，我伏在你面前。』許多時候，我們求祝福的禱告都是攔阻。我們要求祂的光照，要學習服在祂的手下，要順服這個律。這個順服就是祝福。

(人的破碎與靈的出來-3. 手中的事)

哦，主耶稣！

2009-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

终于有兼职了
可是不知道要选哪一个
还有
是否因该回去
不知道留在这里还是回去
哪一个益处较多

有一种心
要回去努力干一番
让未完成的事可以完成
也曾经跟主要
可是不知道要如何作
应该努力传福音多鼓励人就可以了吧

主啊
虽然不知道以后在那里
但是这几个月的时间
给我负担
而不是责任
兴起风来吹我
云来覆蔽我
就是你宝贵的看顾和同在

圣徒来访

2009-06-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

这星期有从中国福建永安，诗巫和印尼来的圣徒来相调，所以这一两天就开车载送他们。昨天晚上就有爱宴相调。

今天陪印尼的圣徒在亚庇市区逛逛。早上在会所先有交通相调，中午就带他们出去，到了傍晚再送他们回会所和接待家休息，然后再带他们用晚餐，最后就上机场。

在过程中，因为我不会说印尼话（原来印尼话和马来语是有相当的差别），就用我有限的马来语和他们谈话，也学了一些印尼话：“弟兄姐妹”我们说“dikbang dikkak”，印尼话是“saudara saudari”；“哦，主耶稣” 我们说“O Tuan Yesus”，印尼话是“O Tuhan Yesus”（因为tuan在印尼话意即‘老师’，不是‘主’）。有一个很可爱，车子他们是说“mobil”。

陪他们用晚餐时，发现他们虽然说不同的话，可是“味道”，异象都是一样的，虽然才相处一天，我们已经亲得像一家人。哈里路亚，我们都是神家里的亲人！没有国籍的分别，只有基督是我们的人位！

送他们离开机场时，不仅要赞美神，能服事他们，是喜乐的，因为我们是好比接待基督一样。愿神祝福这班可爱的印尼圣徒。

成全训练听抄（1）

2009-05-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

路1：37-38 因为在神，没有一句话是不可能的。马利亚说，看哪，我是主的卑女，情愿照你的话成就在我身上。

v.37 我们在神的家中，只有神的说话。祂的话说了,就没有一句话是不可能的,这该是我们的态度,因为我们是在神的家中听见神的说话。

v.38 这是马利亚最好的祷告。马利亚愿意把自己摆一边。她认识她什么都不是，只是主的卑女，情愿照主的话成就在她身上。因着这个，神可以被带进人性里。让我们在这训练里，祷告说：主啊，原你在这一次训练里，照你要成就的成就在我身上。然后，主今天要尊重我们，祂有很多话要向我们说。

太14：16-21-食饱五千的神迹。神说话，我们就给。主问我们，你们有多少。门徒说五饼二鱼，主说，拿过来。我们能给多少，主就能祝福多少，这是主祝福的原则。大专成全是“大”的，我们能给主，结果祂就望着天,祝福,就食饱五千。

徒9：15-因为这人是我所拣选的器皿。人非常重要。我们是服事人的人。我们能服事人，在于我们是怎样的人，只有某种人才愿意服事人。扫罗是怎样的人？他不是服事人的，他乃是捉拿人的人，他是“口吐威吓凶杀的话”的人。但后来他完全变了，他愿意为人乐意花上自己。他这个人已经被主制作了，因为“这人是我所拣选的器皿”。神拣选人，是要人被神充满，并且在外邦人。。。中宣扬主的名（主的名是他的人位，主自己。）宣扬就是担负主。

今天主拣选了我们，作祂的器皿,目的是要将三一神那追测不尽的丰富作到我们里面,然后我们担负主。然后主就能用我们。我们自己有什么呢？只有旧造、肉体、黑暗。感谢主，祂先来拯救我们!使我们生活在祂生命的管制下,然后祂要我们来认识祂。主自己如何，祂也要把我们作成和祂一样。

Mary has chosen the good part

2009-05-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

All these while, when I was "working" so hard, there were voices in me saying that I am working too hard, as if nobody can do those works. Tonight through a sweet fellowship with a saint, I was finally clear about my own condition. Martha was troubled by many things, but the Lord praised Mary for she had chosen the one thing- the good part- to sit before the Lord and listen to His word.

I was just being Martha for many years in brother house. I want to speak this straight forward as a reminder to myself. Martha was serving the Lord, but she was so busy and troubled. Tomorrow I will be away joining one-month campus perfecting. Even in this very moment, this silly Martha of myself still thinking of the routine business in the brother house. Ya, may be the brothers are busy and occupied with things, and may be these are just fallen thoughts of my natural man. But these are not my works, these are the Lord's ! The saint reminded me that campus works are not mine, it belongs to the Spirit! So, just go for the training and be simple, and be Mary, who 'earned' the Lord's praise.

Brothers, sorry because I am Martha asking Marry to do her parts. "Lord, does it not matter You that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to do her part with me." Even before I am going to be away, I am still trying to tell you all to "do her part with me". But we need to sit at the Lord's feet, listen to His word.

"But the Lord answered and said to her, Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things. But there is a need of one thing, for Mary has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her." (Luke 11:41-42)

O Lord Jesus, have mercy on me. How I need to be Mary.

Trust the Lord

2009-04-24T10:49:00.000-07:00

The SPA interview is around the corner. Recently I have not been considering this matter until tonight. When I heard that graduates from other universities had sitted for the interview, I started to get anxious. I am anxious tonight. I am anxious now.

I have to say that throughtout these weeks and months, I have not gone to the Lord, and seek from the Lord which place I should work in the future. I am not desperate enough. And everytime when the saints ask me whether I will remain here, I would say that to get a place in KL is quite hard. But deep within me there is a voice saying that I am not trusting the Lord. What I'd been saying is not word of faith.

On the other hand, within me there is no clear answer yet, whether I should stay in KL or KK. Tonight I really felt the need to fellowship with my Lord. I could not see my future.

Lord, thank you for bringing me throughout these four years. At this moment, I remembered that I'd prayed to You in the past saying "Lord, accomplish what You want to accomplish in me." This was the word from a brother during a campus perfecting in the past. I was touched very much by it. Lord, in my working life, continue to bring me. Put me in a place where I can continue to love You. Although You are the one governing on the throne, but I still need to pray and fellowship with You. So that I can know which path I should choose, for I do not want to suffer loss. Lord Jesus, I love You.

Although I still do not know about the choice I should pick, I just trust that the Lord has arranged things for me.

需要有时代的转移，完全被带进神新约经纶的异象

2009-03-29T18:28:00.000-07:00

1。异象夺取我们；
2。异象改变我们整个人内里的所是；
3。异象将我们重新构成；
4。看见异象之后，我们的生活方式就改变；我们的价值观也改变。
5。异象叫我们脱离自己，向神疯狂；
6。异象使我们的生活满了意义和目的。
7。异象使我们事奉主的方式彻底翻转。
8。异象推动我们，加力给我们。
9。异象使我们放胆往前。
10。异象托住我们。不是我们托住异象，乃是异象托住我们。
11。异象担负我们，带我们往主所要到的地方。
12。异象使我们行动并移动；异象能使我们迁移。
13。异象给我们道路，将我们带到神的道路上。
14。异象指引我们向着神的目的而去。
15。异象管制并约束我们。
16。异象使我们忍耐。
17。异象保守我们在一道水流里。
18。异象保守我们在真正的一里。
19。那承继一切的时代异象，要将我们带到同心合意里。
20。异象把我们带到主当前的行动里。

（摘自使徒行传结晶读经第十一篇）

与我们的主倾诉

2009-03-16T08:26:00.001-07:00

今天在上课的时候，妈妈寄了一封很供应我的sms，让我享受到主那亲切的同在。她的中文并不好，我想这是弟弟帮忙打进去的：

“我们的主虽然大，祂却不轻看小事。你或者想，你告诉主的事，必须是顶大的，主才肯听。岂知我们的主，祂从不轻忽小的事,没有一件事，在主看来是太小不肯听的。祂都愿意听,祂愿意听你一切的事,祂不会说你太属世,太多情。。。祂知道你的情感，祂体会你的心肠。你知道吗，在主面前，有一次的诉说，有一次的倾心，就是与祂有多一次的亲密，多一次的认识。当这时候，你与祂这样亲切，要胜过平常的交通几百次。唯有这样，你的生命才能进步。每当你把你的难处带到主那里，告诉祂，祂能安慰你，祂能扶助你，一个人若没有在主面前流过泪，没有将他一切苦乐的事带到主面前于祂分一分，没有将他秘密的事和主谈一谈，这样的人与主就没有亲密的交通，没有亲密的来往。。。唯有告诉主，你才能与主更亲密。” （摘自倪柝声《十二篮》）

谢谢主那即时的话，就当我在想是否该为某些事祈求的时候，主说祂都愿意听，只管把它带到祂面前。这样，祂就把我们带到祂亲切的同在里。

Crystallisation Study of Acts Msg 5

2009-03-15T08:42:00.003-07:00

很享受周末的录影训练，尤其是第五篇：“从天上来的异象以及使徒保罗被征服的转变”

徒9：4 他就扑倒在地，听见有声音对他说，扫罗，扫罗，你为什么逼迫我？
9：5 他说，主啊，你是谁？主说，我就是你所逼迫的耶稣。
9：15 主却对亚拿尼亚说，你只管去，因为这人是我所拣选的器皿。。。

大数的扫罗在往大马色的路上时，从天上来的异象临到他，这异象使他彻底翻转过来。在行传九章，我们看见关于三个项目的属天异象-“我”，“耶稣” 和 “拣选的器皿”。

我们看见扫罗是那样恨恶主的门徒，以至于他向门徒口出威吓凶杀的话。然而当主征服他时，主不是说，你为什么逼迫“他们”，而是说，你为什么逼迫“我”。主这里的意思是，门徒就是“我”，复活升天的基督不仅是头，也是身体和身体上的肢体。这里的耶稣已经不再是福音书里的基督，而是使徒行传中门徒里面的耶稣- 一个团体的“我”。这异象使
保罗是唯一使用“基督的身体”这词的作者。

保罗也看见“耶稣”这异象。“耶稣”这名体现了完备的福音信息：耶稣就是保罗所事奉的耶和华救主，祂现今是在诸天之上,曾经过种种过程,现今是升天的主，身体的头，赐生命的灵,耶稣的灵，活在信徒里面-祂身体上的肢体。

保罗也看见人是一个器皿，为要盛装基督作生命并被祂充满,好建造基督的身体。如果我们看见我们是器皿，我们就要祷告：“主啊，今天作我的内容，求你充满我，我要取用素质的灵。浸透我，泡透我，我愿意失去在那灵里，给人看出我是在那灵里。”

今天主的恢复，乃是恢复保罗完成职事的中心异象-
1. 神在我们里面作我们内容（“器皿”）
2. 基督是神的奥秘（“耶稣”）
3. 召会是基督的奥秘（“我”）

末了，很享受弟兄引用李弟兄的一段话：

“每一个在主手上有用的人，都不能信靠自己所学的，乃要超过自己所学的。属灵也罢，不属灵也罢，那都是小问题；只要你是真是这样接受过主所给的异象，那个异象会维持你，叫你无法不属灵。到那个时候，那个属灵是真实的。。。没有神的异象，人永远没有拯救。。。不是你背着异象，乃是异象托住你。。。”

Crystallisation Study of Acts- Msg 1,2,3

2009-03-08T09:03:00.001-07:00

很享受周末使徒行传的录影训练，想和你分享。

第一篇说到 “使徒行传的内在意义以及主耶稣复活的见证人” 我享受我们需要“看见”本书里的结晶（crystals)。
使徒行传这卷书是没有结束的，因为本书记载神的工作，而神的工作是一直往前的。使徒行传的内在意义乃是：

在使徒行传里有一班人，他们认识复活与升天的意义；他们凭基督作他们的生命而活；凭基督作他们的能力、权柄而行动；他们认识他们是身体，且在一到水流里，在身体里，并为着身体而行动。

我们还必须是主的见证人。见证人是把他说看见并经历的见证出来。见证人就是殉道者，我们可能不是在肉身里，但我们必须一直向自己死-魂和灵里的殉道，我们只向神活-这就是使徒行传的这班人。当司提反为主殉道时，主耶稣作为人子站在诸天之上神的右边，观看司提反的殉道。主耶稣是见证人的原型，在司提反身上我们看见这个原型的复制。在那里，我们看见两个见证人：一个站在诸天之上，另一个是跪在地上。这是何等有能力且征服人的一幅景象。（这位人子乃是坐在高出至高者的右边，但在行传，祂站起来观看)。藉着这些见证人，仇敌无法停止那个照耀的见证，耶稣得以再次活在地上：这使仇敌大大蒙羞！

第二篇说到 “同心合意”

第一大点非常的好：主耶稣在约翰十七章为着一祷告，在以弗所二章为着产生一而死，在约翰二十章将那灵作为一的素质吹入我们里面，在行传一章我们有一的应用。

同心合意乃是一件大事，这是基督身体的心脏和命脉。今天在这里以外很难听见这样的说话。今天主的恢复之所以能维系在一起，都是因这职事的说话，我们决不会对这事妥协。这个一是三一神本身，赐给我们作产业。同心合意乃是基督的身体，也是一的应用。同心合意也是开启新约中一切福分的万能钥匙。

第三篇说到 “使徒行传中的圣灵—复活生命之素质的灵 和 升天能力之经纶的灵，在圣灵里的浸，以及那灵里面的充满和充溢”

使徒行传不仅仅是一个工作的继续，而是一个人位的继续。乃是基督活在你我里面，顶替我们而生活行动。本篇信息的负担是要我们看见，这位圣灵不仅是一种能力，这位圣灵乃是三一神自己的终极完成。主耶稣经历素质的灵在祂里面,经纶的灵在祂身上;如同主一样,每一位在基督里的信徒,都应当经历圣灵的这两面。

关于在圣灵里的浸，我的眼睛被开启。在圣灵里的浸就是元首（基督）将总结为包罗万有复合之灵的三一神，浇灌在祂的身体上。在复活的晚上，主将生命之气吹到门徒里面，他们在素质一面接受圣灵，但是还没被构成基督的身体 ，等到五旬节那天圣灵作为风降到门徒身上，加上歌尼流家里圣灵的浸，信徒才被连于祂这头,基督的身体才被产生!（这是我被开启的地方）。所以不要以为灵浸就是讲方言，就连保罗藉着亚拿尼亚按手的灵浸，保罗也没讲方言！灵浸是带进基督身体的产生！基督的身体在圣灵里的浸，乃是一个完成的事实。今天我们只要凭信心取用。哈里路亚！

最后，求主得着我们，一个正常的基督徒是每天经历素质和经纶的灵的人。

救赎之羔羊与建造之石头的七眼

2009-02-22T01:12:00.000-08:00

这一周的信息说到七灵乃是救赎之羔羊与建造之石头的七眼
七灵不仅是金灯台上的七灯
也是宝座前点着的七盏火灯
推动神的行政、经纶与行动
七灵更是七眼
不仅是救赎之羔羊的七眼
为我们完成法理的救赎
也是建造之石头的七眼
为我们完成生机的拯救

感谢主
之前当我读到“七眼是为着神的彰显”
还不能了解其中的意义
当然人的眼睛最能说出自己的所是
要知道一个人害不害怕
看他的眼睛就知道了
所以眼睛是为着彰显

可是今天早上弟兄分享说
神必须有建造
才能得着彰显
所以第二大点说救赎之羔羊与建造之石头的七眼
然后小点说到七眼的“传神”与我们的变化
这就是神完整的救恩！
林后说我们以没有帕子遮蔽的脸
观看并反照主的荣光
彼前说到我们来到活石面前
也就成为活石
这里不仅有生命
还有变化
不为着别的
只为着建造然后让神得彰显

最近经历到七眼天天在监察
不仅是外面的
更是监察我们里面的所是
有时我说了一些话
或是做了一些决定
七眼就来说
你好象是为自己，不是为着身体的
求主怜悯我
需要更多七眼的传输
把你自己的所是放到我里面。

学习跟随祂的带领

2009-02-06T06:28:00.001-08:00

主的引领好像越来越清楚了
我也愿意学习跟随主
因为祂总是藉着环境来养育并管教
若不是祂及时把我拉回来
我现在可能在一个可怜没召会生活的地方深造
好比一个孩子独自在外过活
没有半个家人的照顾

现在好像有另外一个关在我面前
需要主再次打开我的眼睛
因为你的眼光比我们看得永远都更远
主,藉着你的怜悯
再把我放在一个合适的地方
好使我能够在你面前过生活
一种满有你同在的生活
或许环境不是我们所理想化的
但却是加快你在我们里面的增多

(腓二13:因为乃是神为着祂的每意,在你们里面运行,使你们立志并行事.)

主是我脚前的灯，路上的光。

2009-01-06T08:29:00.000-08:00

主，你是我脚前的灯，路上的光。

KL大专生往北马相调（2）

2009-01-01T02:50:00.000-08:00

这次的相调

到了关丹，瓜拉丁家奴，哥打巴鲁，双溪大年和槟城

和那里的圣徒相调

并有份于短短两个小时的叩门传福音

看见主今天要作的就是要兴起金灯台作祂的见证

并且祂是那位行走在灯台中间的人子

胸间束着金带

在爱里关心牧养召会

祂一直地行走

不曾停止过

藉着这次相调

加重我们对各地开展的负担

为着瓜拉丁家奴那里的三个家

我们赞美主

求主在不久的将来

在那地兴起祂的金灯台

KL大专生往北马相调 (1)

2008-12-28T22:35:00.000-08:00

喜乐

2008-12-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

没想到今晚的聚会有那么多人到

椅子差一点不够坐

可是很喜乐

因为我们不是单独的来过召会生活

乃是作为肢体彼此供应彼此得帮助

享受今晚的信息说到诗篇一三三篇

弟兄和睦同居

是何等的善、何等的美

然后

流淌的膏油

就是那经过过程的三一神作为复合的灵和那灵全备的供应

膏在基督与基督的身体上

还有黑门的甘露

就是基督作为恩典

降在锡安山上

新鲜地被得胜者享受

很喜乐因为有一位弟兄终于参加我们的小排

神听我们的祷告

今晚他还申言呢

这一切是不能用照我们观念去想的

我们只要在主里喜乐

信和愛乃在基督裡之信徒難以拆雙的優越美德

2008-12-05T18:31:00.000-08:00

很享受提多书生命读经的最后一篇。在三章十五節保羅總結說，『同我在一起的眾人都問你安。請代問那些因信愛我們的人安。願恩典與你們眾人同在。

信和愛乃在基督裡之信徒難以拆雙的優越美德。信是神所賜我們，（彼後一1註10，）要我們用以接受（約一12）那作三一神具體化身（西二9）的基督，使我們進入三一神，與祂聯結為一，得著祂作我們的生命和生命的供應、並一切。愛是由這奇妙的信所發生出來的，叫我們在那些和我們共同信入基督的人身上，活出三一神在基督裡的一切豐富，使父、子、靈，三一神得著榮耀的彰顯。

信是欣賞、質實並接受三一神這無限的豐富；愛是經歷、享受並活出這無限豐富的三一神。

信是聯於作信徒一切的三一神；愛是將這三一神供給、傳輸同作信徒的人，使一切的信徒在這奇妙有能的信中，用那神聖超人的愛，彼此相愛，過那在基督裡的團體生活。

提多書是三卷提字書的結束，並且這書又是以這奇妙的信和這超優的愛為結束。這含示，要在召會墮落的流中，能作中流砥柱，勝過召會走下坡的情勢和因素，非藉這奇妙的信和這超優的愛不能為功。

惟有不憑眼見，不顧外面的情勢，只在這奇妙的信中，享受這信的源頭，就是我們藉著這信與祂聯結的三一神，而憑著這三一神超優的愛，愛祂並愛一切屬於祂的人，能使我們在召會墮落的流中，成為主在啟示錄二、三章所呼召並要得著的得勝者。

“不憑眼見，不顧外面的情勢，只在這奇妙的信中，享受這信的源頭”. 主啊,這真是摸著我的深處.叫我憑信,不憑感覺.讚美主!!

为正常召会生活许愿

2008-11-29T07:03:00.000-08:00

为着以过的Sem7赞美主

是主给我多的时间来享受祂

也学习与圣徒一起配搭出去牧养看望

主也的确非常的信实

让我顺利渡过这学期

主感谢你

星期一将是我最后一个学期的开学第一天

这个学期我将会在Serdang Hospital学习一大段日子

但

感谢主我还能住在弟兄之家

只是不知道以后忙起来时

对主的享受会不会减少

刚刚一位弟兄打电话来问候我

然后彼此有些交通

看见当学业繁忙到一个地步

再加上没有同伴的鼓励

我们很容易就会软弱

不过感谢主

藉着主的恩

弟兄还是为主站着

主都为我们量好了我们那一份

又说神为爱祂的人所预备的

是眼睛未曾看见

耳朵未曾听见

人心也未曾想过的

主啊

得着我要来的生活

将自己为着正常召会生活再奉献

一直提醒我要取用恩典

因为神的恩临到我们不是徒然的

主的怜恤让我们能爱祂

2008-11-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

今晚藉着一些事情

才让我真的认为

爱主是因为主先爱我们

然后因着祂的怜恤

我们才能来爱祂

我们能相信祂的话

珍赏祂的话

并经历祂的话

全都因为祂作为信心作到我们里面

使这主观的信心对祂话阿门

主啊

我要一直对你说阿门

主

再来加强我们的弟兄

一位蒙你拣选

然后简单相信得救的弟兄

再来激起他对你的爱

你说

你要建造你的召会

阴间的门不能胜过她

对,阴间的门不能拘禁召会

你还把开启诸天之国的钥匙给我们

你已经拣选我们的弟兄

使他有分于新耶路撒冷城的建造

阿里路亚!

What I enjoyed in the book "The Testimony and Ground of the Church"

2008-11-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

Eph 5:27-29: "Christ also love the church and gave Himself up for her that He might sanctify her, cleansing her by the washing of of the water in the word, that he might present the church to Himself glorious, not having spot or wrinkle or any such things."

1 Tim 3:15-16: "The house of God. which is the church of the living God, the pillar and base of the truth. And confessedly, great is the mystery of godliness: He who was manifested in the flesh."

The church is the house of living God. Hence this is concerned with the matter of life. The church is also the pillar and base of the truth. That means every members in the Body of Christ, the church, bear responsibility to uphold the truth. I enjoyed that the church is also "He who was manifested in the flesh." This is really great. When we see the brothers and sisters around, they are God manifested in the flesh.

Christ so love the church and gave Himself up for her. Today we also love what Christ love. I was touched by what Bro Lee said in the introduction part of this book:

" Over the past thirty years, whenever we brought up the matter of the church, we faced some difficulties for several reasons. First, Satan hates this matter very much. Satan knows that the church will have a devastating impact on him."

"Second, many of God’s children feel that the church is not a matter of personal concern to them; consequently, they do not feel a need to speak concerning it... They think that they should pay attention to spirituality, holiness, piety, and victorious living, which are matters of personal concern to them in their daily life...God has no intention for Christians to be individually spiritual or independently holy because He wants to gain the church as a corporate entity."

"He loves us because He loves the church. He wants to gain us because He wants to gain the church. Therefore, He loved the church and gave Himself up for the church, cleansing the church so that the church might be sanctified and become a glorious church. This is the reason He cherishes, nourishes, sympathizes with, and cares for the church... Do we have this kind of feeling? Are we so considerate of the church? Do we cherish the church this much? It seems that we often care more about perfecting our own spirituality than about caring for and preserving the church. We care for our work and sacrifice the church. How contrary this is to the Lord’s desire!"

"Today we can find many people who love the Lord, meet many people who pursue spirituality, and come in contact with many people who zealously work for the Lord, but it is not easy to find people who pay attention to the church and have the consciousness of the church. "

Lord, open my eyes to see and remain in this revelation. No matter what is the condition of the saints, we are all His glorious church, in which He love and cleanse by the washing of the water. Lord grant me a heart that does not miss the mark and always love the church. Praise the Lord !

The Frustration of Human Opinions and the Enjoyment of the Lord

2008-10-13T18:17:00.000-07:00

I really enjoyed the portion in The Gospel of John last night. It is chapter 11 revealing "The need of the dead- Life's resurrecting". The Lord really open my eyes to see something. In that chapter, Jesus knew clearly that Lazarus (Marry and Martha's brother) was sick and about to die, but "He remainded at that time in the place where He was for two days." (v6), because "his sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, in order that the Son of God may be glorified throught it." (v4).

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The Lord knew that and He purposely waited until Lazarus died, because He wanted to raise him up. This is what Life can do- overcome death and resurrection. I was really touched that the Lord is the resurrection and the life. We are nothing but death. We are Lazarus but one day He came to us to raise us up!

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But in this chapter there's a lot of human opinions that hindered the Lord, and they hinder our receiving of new revelation from the Lord. The opinions from the disciples, Marry, Martha- all became the frustrations for them to see that Jesus is the resurrection and the life. The disciples misunderstood what the Lord had said about "Lazarus has fallen asleep." (v11), and Didymus even said "Let us go, that we may died with him." (v16). Marry and Martha both blamed the Lord "if You had been here, my brother would not have died."(v21, 32) Jesus wept (v35). Jesus wept for us because we do not see what He is. We remained in our perception.

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The Lord is the resurrection today, even in this moment. "I am the resurrection and the life; he who believes into Me, even if he should die, shall live;" (John11:25). Martha in her old knowledge thought that Jesus will raise Lazarus in the last day, but Jesus came to raise him up immediately! Lord, open my eyes and remove all my natural believes and even my old knowledge about You. I want to experience You as the resurrection now. Praise the Lord!

跟上在三个时期丰满职事的基督，经历并享受

2008-10-08T06:44:00.000-07:00

昨晚在PJ会所有场特会，很享受弟兄所说的信息，说到基督在三个时期丰满的职事，特别是说到“要跟上”这句话。

神要与人联结、调和并合并，使神享受人、人也享受神。为了这个，祂把自己在基督里给了我们，藉着经过过程。为着这个，祂有三个时期丰满的职事，赞美主！我摸着弟兄说要“跟上”在这三个时期的基督，不然我们没有办法得着并享受祂。当主才成肉体时，法利赛人和经学家都不能认识神已成为肉体-就是耶稣，只有一些蒙祂呼召的门徒慢慢的认识主。当主受死复活后，成了赐生命之那灵的形态，主向门徒显现时，门徒却不认识祂。主与门徒走下坡路到以马午恃，一路与门徒讲说圣经，也到将主把饼擘开给门徒后，他们才认出祂来。当老约翰在启示录看见宝座上的耶稣时，也扑倒在地，因为基督在加强的时期里，已经不一样了！祂执行神的经纶，为着福音、预备新妇和得胜者。

今天我们都要看见基督已经在加强时期的丰满职事里了。要跟上去，与宝座上的那位配合，得着加力！操练我们的灵，与主是一；就能在主末日的工作中配合，与这位大能救恩者是一来传福音。

A Day Enjoying the Lord

2008-10-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

Praise the Lord for today! Today is public holiday (Raya Day). In the morning at 730am, the bro and sis went to Bkt Jalil hill to have corporate morning revival. On the way, we saw br John and thank to the seeking Lord, for He seek for our bro. So he joined us too. May the Lord continue to seek for him. When we reached, sis Yit Ping and her children also joined us. We sang hymns and enjoyed the portion of morning revival on Luke 15-the parable of the prodigal Son and the receiving Father. Praise the Lord that we were now returned to God as our possession, and returned to our Father's house- the church, to enjoy all His riches. This is jubilee! After that, we had our breakfast on the hill. That was a wonderful picnic.

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After the morning revival, for the first time, the brothers (me and Glory) followed the sisters to central market (pasar) to buy things. We went there in sis Ang Chee's and sis Miao Eng's car. That market was an eye opener to the bro. Next time we would like to go there if we are going to cook any lovefeaast.

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In the evening, we went to br Ho's place for sports and lovefeast afterward. This is the first time since I came to IMU, to have sports together like that. This was also another good experience for me. And through that, I knew that Ong Lim actually loves to play soccer, just like me. We also enjoyed cycling around the park.

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At night, when everyone was so exhausted, we came into enjoyment in br Ho's house. Sis Yit Ping, sis Janet, sis Dolly, sis Ang Chee, sis Karen all coordinated to serve us. Thank You Lord for these sisters. We enjoyed "sukiyaki" steamboat, and nice mushroom soup, and chocolate cake etc. During the meal, Paul and Glory enjoyed playing guitar and singing hymn inside, while me and Ong Lim enjoyed eating steamboat outside. :) After the meal, we came together to sing hymns. and the Lord stirred up our love towards Him again. We shared our enjoyment to Him.

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Lord, we love You. Gain everyone of us here. May we treasure You and every member of the Body more and more each day. Gain the remaining days we'll spend in this campus.

Keep the Oneness

2008-09-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

Today when I was in uni and walking down the staircase, I came across to an advertistment on the noticeboard saying: "Catholic - Protestant: Celebrate the Difference". Inside me there was a thought. Why do the people celebrate the difference? Aren't all the believers have been regenerated and put on the one new man in Christ?

We have to know that this is Satan's work to harm the Body. Look at the Christianity. They even celebrate the difference among them. But praise the Lord! Satan had been judged, and he can only delay's his own "death sentence"- which will be carried out by the church, the overcomers.

Today we should learn to keep the oneness. The true oneness is the oneness of the Triune God Himself. Bro Lee urged us to learn to keep the oneness. Learn means we are not in oneness by our own, but we need to learn. We need to exercise our spirit, and remain in the mingled Spirit. Halleluyah!

路加福音结晶读经享受

2008-09-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

为着九月份路加福音录影训练感谢主，主再次向我们说了新鲜的话。

以往我对主的认识是客观的，从这一次的录影训练里，最大的帮助就是让我主观地来认识这位奇妙的人救主，并且让我经历了祂大能的救恩，为着禧年的生活。

人救主的成为肉体成就了神创造人的定旨。主的成孕把神圣属性调进人性美德里，并且祂的人性美德是被神圣属性所加强、丰富并拔高，使祂活出最高标准道德的生活，这就是祂大能救恩的资格与基本因素。阿利路亚！祂的救恩是何等有大能！藉着看见主的人性美德，主也曝露我的人性是何等的低。主啊，需要你来拯救我的人性！

主不仅把我们拯救脱离罪、世界，赞美祂大能救恩要拯救我们堕落的人性，并把它拔高并恢复到神原初所要的情形。为了完成这个，主经过了过程，钉死复活，成了保罗万有赐生命的灵，作祂自己的精华，作到我们的里面，来复制我们, 把我们带进禧年的实际里。整本路加福音都是禧年。

弟兄的话也很摸着我。主说我们若要跟从祂，就当否认己，背起自己的十字架；也要丧失魂生命，不留恋属地的东西。我们的己实在是一个问题，拦阻我们完全来享受禧年。需要主这大能的救恩，除去里面一切拦阻我们享受主的东西-可能是忧虑、骄傲、和其他事物。今天我们都需要丧失魂生命。罗得的事例对我们是一个警告。虽然罗得已经得救了，可是因为回头一望，就成了盐柱，被撇在蒙羞之地。我们可能被主拯救脱离一些世界属地的霸占，可是我们若留恋，就成了失了味的盐，丢在田里（召会，为着国度）或粪堆里（火湖的灭亡）都不适合，只好丢在黑暗里。

最后一篇说到人救主的升天与祂天上的职事。赞美人救主的升天乃是祂的就职进入天上的职事，完成神新约的经纶。今天，召会必须与主天上的职事是一，跟随羔羊的脚踪。主今天要得着欧洲、以色列、耶路撒冷，这是祂今日的行动。我们都要祷告到神里面，叫我们有负担。赞美主！

享受诗歌

2008-09-22T06:09:00.001-07:00

刚才在弟兄家时，和他唱了一首诗歌，自己从诗歌非常受主的牧养和顾惜。它是补充本613。

恩主你是我至爱

恩主，你是我最爱，我的爱情都归你，

当你爱充满我心，我在爱里得安息。

主，我爱你的自己，不是你所作所赐，

无一能与你相匹，我今欢乐的爱你。

主，我曾享受许多事物，

但我现今欢然全丢弃；

我不再恋别的事物，

我将上好爱情归你。

虽然很忙碌，身体也有点疲惫，可是里面就是有加力，然后主用诗歌向我说话，那种感觉真亲切。谢谢你，亲爱的人救主！

The Reproduction of Godman

2008-09-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

The living of the Godman Savior forms a prototype for mass reproduction in the believers. His living is the composition of God with the divine attributes and man with the human virtues. Today this Man Savior had gone through all the process, became a life giving Spirit- to be the extract of everything He had passed through, to regenerate us in the spirit, and transform us in the soul.

I enjoyed what the brothers shared that in order for the Lord to reproduce in us (and transformation in the soul is life-long), we need to open our inward parts- our mind, emotion, and will- for the Lord. Our souls are just 'organ' or 'container' to contain and express God's mind, emotion, and will. Why remain in your own emotion? Don't express your own thinking. Abandon your will. Let you inward parts to be one with God. This is how Jesus lived on earth.

Lord Jesus, You knows that there is too much distractions in my inward parts. I do not let your mind to constitute and substitute my mind; there is too much emotion in me that hinder me from live Christ; and my will is for my ownself. Lord, You promise that Your highest standard of morality issues the powerful dynamic salvation. I need save, Lord! Save me from these distractions. Let me experience what Zaccheus had experienced- 'looked up' and 'said to me' like You did to Zaccheus ! Let me touch Your fringe garment- the wonderful humanity! Receive my little cry and prayer to You.

Praise Thee for Your Recovery

2008-09-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

"Beloved, while using all diligence to write to you concerning our common salvation, I found it necessary to write to you and exhort you to earnestly contend for the faith once for all delivered to the saints." (Jude3)

"For a door is opened to me, great and efficacious, and there are many opposers." (1Cor16:9)

I was very touched by the brother's fellowship on DCP today. This was the second time I heard about this fellowship, and deep within me the response is still the same. The Lord is the almighty one. He is the God with government and economy. Even in this DCP matter, He makes use of the environment to bring His recovery one step further!

The brother mentioned that DCP is not only a matter of court case. It is related to the spreading of the high peak truth on this earth. Martin Luther risked his life to contend for the very basic truth "justification by faith". What about the present truth released today? Surely it involves a greater warfare, not against the flesh but the spiritual forces in the air.

The brothers in front have paid the highest price to contend for the truth. They put aside their high-paid jobs, their family, and many other things before the Lord, even in physical sickness, to fight for the interest of the Lord, and for all of us in the Lord's recovery! What can we do? We are just very limited. We are not able to join the brothers in front, we are not a lawyer that is capable of helping in this matter. What can we do? The brother told us that we can pray! If everyone in the Lord's recovery would pray day and night for this matter, the Lord will move faster, more than we can imagine.

Whole Malaysia Campus Conference (31/8-1/9/08)

2008-09-01T18:04:00.000-07:00

Praise the Lord for this blending! The Lord really spoke to everyone of us. Although we were all tired physically, but inwardly we all received injection of the life-giving Spirit!

The brother showed us the highest standard of morality, which is the life of our dear Lord Jesus. This living is not for our objective appreciation, but He wants to replicate Himself into us- to become our subjective daily salvation. Jubilee! Do not work to improve yourself, do not work for the Lord. He had done the work, we just come to enjoy! Jubilee is not an outward festive, but a living person living in us. Christian life is a life of jubilee!

I was also helped in the experience of life and faith. Before the meeting, I thought that to become the overcomers we need to live a high standard of life before Him, to be more diligent to preach the gospel, to read and understand more about the Bible. But I was wrong. We received the overcoming life into us! This happened instantaneously! We need to exercise our faith, and by proclaiming, we can be the overcomers!

I also enjoy one quote: "In the eyes of God, nothing counts except Christ." Do not think that you are at least a little useful to the Lord. No, we all worth nothing to Him. All we need is to die and to be burried. Take Christ as your life, because "no longer I who live, but Jesus Christ live in me!"

Next year I will graduate. Will this be my last campus blending conference? I do not know. Lord, only You knows. You had prepared everything for me.

What were they doing? Praise the Lord the crowd of saints were ready to prophesy and supply the Body!

生命的供备和真理的启示

2008-08-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

彼得后书是写在召会堕落与背道的情形。神的经纶是要将祂自己做到我们里面给我们享受。什么是背道？背道就是一切不合乎且把我们从神经伦中岔出去的事。

彼得在这里很有负担地为真理争辩，叫圣徒接受预防剂。彼得在这里用两样东西来对付背道：生命的供备和真理的启示。

我们不应该把生命和真理分开。只有在真理的路上，我们才能够享受生命；并且当我们越享受神和神的话（生命），就越在真理上接受预防剂对付一切背道。

我们都需要认识并进入现今的真理，并被真理构成，讲说真理。不然，我们会被背道的洪流荡来荡去。也叫我们千万不要有一个态度，就是觉得现今的真理太高，我够不上。真理是绝对的，不要把真理拉低到我们的程度。反而要藉着到祷告，把听见的带到主面前寻求，然后学习讲说。愿主得着我们。

恩典与恩赐

2008-08-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

很享受今晚的祷告聚会，弟兄的分享很丰富，对我来说就是“雷玛”。今天我们都需要主更多向我们说应时的话。

弟兄用林前15：10 “然而因着神的恩，我成了我今天这个人，并且神的恩临到我，不是徒然的；反而我比众使徒格外劳苦，但这不是我，乃是神的恩与我同在。”保罗弟兄在这里向众人做见证，见证一位活的人位在他里面。因着神的恩（恩典就是神做我们的享受），保罗成为一个人，带出一个结果-比众使徒格外劳苦。

我很享受说，恩典临到我们不是徒然的。就好像环境临到我们，也不是徒然的。恩典临到我们，他会产生一个果效，会使我们成为今天这个人。在保罗身上，恩典使他为主格外劳苦。

罗马书12：6说“照着所赐给我们的恩典，我们得了不同的恩赐。。。”。享受恩典的结果，就是产生恩赐。基督徒就是享受恩典的人，所以每个基督徒都可以藉着所领受的恩赐服事主。我们可以申言吗？保罗弟兄说申言，就当照着信心的程度申言。弟兄作比喻说：如果今天你有一辆名车停在家里不开，却去羡慕别人开在马路上的名车；这就好像我们羡慕别人很爱主，很会服事主，自己倒把恩赐埋藏起来。

路加福音15里的父亲有两个儿子，小儿子向父亲讨家产，父亲就给他，因为儿子从父亲接受家产是理所当然的。然而，小儿子却挥霍了家产。这说出他没有作恩典的好管家，没有经纶，没有计划。所以，这恩临到他却成为徒然的。弟兄也问：这恩临到我们，今天我们成了怎样的人?我们满意现在的情况吗？比起五年前的你，有不一样吗？如果不满意，就要多享受恩典！

主啊，得着我们，转我们的价值观，叫我们不轻看所领受的一他连得，照着所得的恩赐服事你！

Gospel Contacting in Campus

2008-08-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

Rev 6:2 "And I saw, and behold, a white horse, and he who sits on it had a bow, and a crown was given to him, and he went forth conquering and to conquer."

Matt 28:20 "Teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you all the days until the consummation of the age."

Praise the Lord we can participate in the preaching of the gospel of kingdom to the students in our campus. We pray that all the bro and sis would have same burden and same mind in this matter. The Lord heard our prayer. It was very encouraging and joyful to see 13 bro and sis to coordinate in doing survey with M208 students. We are sure that the Lord will remember everyone of us as He is watching us secretly. And we'll miss this kind of moments when we graduate from the campus life.

Our Lord had fought the battle and today the church's (our) responsbility is to defend and keep this fight. May the Lord gains everyone of us. Stir up our heart, Lord!

Sunday night dinner

2008-08-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

It has been quite a while since the brothers get to cook and have dinner together. Tonight we decided to cook again. After the meeting, Meng Rong and I went to buy things in Carrefour. While buying things, we had to think what dishes to cook for the dinner. So we bought some tomatos, vegetables, bitter gourd, minced pork, and prawns too.

De Rong helped me a lot during the cooking. We cooked chili prawn, black pepper chicken, lettuce, and for the first time- bitter gourd soup. De Rong cooked fried rice with tomato sauce. Imediately, the kitchen turned into battlefield.

De Rong was cooking the prawn.

We cooked from 5 to 6pm. Paul came to enjoy our dinner too, but Ong Lim and Guang Jin did not. Next time we'll invite them again.

Praise the Lord! Love you all brothers...Lord, continue to gain our living. Blend us together.

主的恢復與基督教的不同

2008-08-15T19:13:00.000-07:00

恢復乃是在墮落、破壞或失落後，回復或歸回正常的光景。神按著祂的心意所成就的，因遭撒但的破壞而失落了，所以需要恢復。

正如基督的身體和新約是獨一的，主的恢復也是獨一的，是與基督教不同的。今天基督教的教訓在某種程度上是正確的，但是缺了神聖啟示的最高峰。主的恢復是搆上神聖啟示的標準；今天主的恢復有三方面：神的啟示、神人的生活、以及召會的實行。我們需要達到神聖啟示的高峰，並且照著這啟示過神人的生活，有召會的實行，好完成神照著祂的心意所要得著的。

主的恢復不是普通、一般基督教的工作，乃是招聚主的遺民，在召會裏恢復神的國（太十六18～19，羅十四17）。主的恢復不是一個工作、教訓、神學或運動；主的恢復乃是基督自己，作為生命的種子撒到人裏面（太十三3，37），長出諸天之國的實際和實現，好擊敗神的仇敵。

主的恢復與今天的宗教不同。主的恢復是要帶我們脫離聖品階級和平信徒這不合聖經的制度（啟二6，15），而回到起初，照著神聖的啟示，純淨的實行召會生活，因此不可能與傳統、組織的基督教調諧一致。主恢復中的眾地方召會，與基督教之間不該有任何橋梁；我們與現今邪惡世代之間的鴻溝，越大越好。

希伯來書十三章十三節說，『我們…當出到營外就了祂去。』在出埃及三十二章，以色列人拜了金牛犢以後，摩西將他的帳棚遷到營外；神的同在就不在營中，而在摩西的帳棚那裏（三三7～11）。召會乃是神的帳幕或殿（弗二21～22）；然而，召會在性質上改變了，就從帳棚變成了營。營表徵對主不忠信的一班人，尤其是一班宗教人士，如拜了金牛犢的以色列人所表徵。在現今的時代，基督教不是帳棚而是營，因為原則上，基督教是個宗教系統，包含一群宗教人士，名義上屬於主，用口尊敬主，心卻定準在主以外的事上（太十五8～9）。因此，真正尋求主的人必須離開組織的基督教，也就是出到營外，就了主去。 (摘自台北市週訊)

Regarding Brother and Sister House

2008-08-10T07:40:00.001-07:00

" To those staying in brother sister house, my thought is to have young people staying together to live the Body life and practise the spiritual life. In such a place they would receive training for the purpose of edification, by learning to read scripture, to pray and build up a good character. On the negative side, they would be trained for the purpose of learning how to deal with sin, the world, the flesh and the natural life. "

-Bro Watchman Nee-

周六爱宴与福音朋友相调

2008-08-09T00:10:00.000-07:00

今天弟兄姐妹在灵里非常喜乐
因为所邀的福音朋友都能出席我们的中午用饭
而且今天是来得最多人的一次
屋里坐满了大概28人

经历我们的神是听祷告的神
我们越祷告
越发现福音朋友的心被敞开
我们越祷告
神就越能预备祂的道路，修直祂的途径

用过午饭
我们一起追求约翰福音6：1-15
从主用五饼二鱼喂饱五千人的事例中
说出祂如何满足在世界里饥饿的人
享受弟兄说
我们每个人就是这些饥饿的人
感谢主来喂饱我们

非常享受弟兄姐妹的配搭
预备午饭，排椅子，陪伴福音朋友，
为身旁的朋友翻译，分享基督，等等
这样的生活是能吸引人的
很受一位弟兄的鼓励
虽然他只信主一个月多
却对福音满了负担
今天他把室友请来了
相信不仅他喜乐
众人都在主里喜乐

Dinner and A Sweet Fellowship

2008-08-08T23:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night Bro and Sis Ler brought us for dinner in a restaurant at Subang. Bro Micheal and Sis Jenny had finished their sem 6 exam. So they came visit us and enjoyed the dinner. Others who joined the feast are Bro Joey, Bro Ong Lim, Bro King, Me, Alfred and Sis Pei Ying. We first gathered at Bro Ler's house at 6pm. We enjoyed Sis Ler's homemade muffins. She said that was a new recipe and it was delicious!

We reached the restaurant and before the food came, we enjoyed some rambutans brought from Bro Ler's home. Recently we can see rambutan and durian around. Enjoy eating durian especially.

Bro Joey will be going to London soon. We took this oportunity to blend with him, and mutually supply Christ enjoyed by us. Sis Ler gave him some tips on how to buy groceries in London. Lord, gain this lovely brother. Be the shepherd and overseer of his souls when he moves to London. Preserve him in the church life in Europe.

Besides, we also used this opportunity to shepherd our friend Alfred. He joined our RSG regularly and is seeking for the Lord. O Lord, gain him to be Your useful vessel! All we can do is to continue praying before You so that You can work on him. Praise the Lord!

The Blending with Taiwan Campus Students 2-3 Aug

2008-08-04T20:04:00.000-07:00

Thank the Lord that we can blend in the Body and enjoy the riches of the Body. On 2Aug there were 75 campus students including some serving ones from Taiwan came to blend with the KL saints. On 2Aug night, we had a love feast and blending with 25 of them at KL hall 2. We enjoyed the mutual supply and testified the Oneness of the Body.

The IMU brothers and sisters house had the grace to provide accomodation to 2 brothers and 3 sisters. This was a great opportunity for us to share and fellowship our campus church life. The brothers received great supply from Br 俊源and Br建诚 (who stayed with us) on their RSG (Recovery Bible Study Grp) in the campus. The brothers' prayer are touching. Their love for the Lord encourage us to pursue the Lord more.

On 3Aug morning before we went for Lord's table meeting, we had lovefeast at sister house. Brothers and sisters also enjoyed singing hymns after the meal.

On 3Aug night, we had another blending with all the Taiwan saints at PJ hall. The saints from various campus (Taiwan and KL) shared on their enjoyment in the campus church life. After the meeting, we took group photos.

Halleluyah! This is the foretaste of New Jerusalem!