I have to say that throughtout these weeks and months, I have not gone to the Lord, and seek from the Lord which place I should work in the future. I am not desperate enough. And everytime when the saints ask me whether I will remain here, I would say that to get a place in KL is quite hard. But deep within me there is a voice saying that I am not trusting the Lord. What I'd been saying is not word of faith.
On the other hand, within me there is no clear answer yet, whether I should stay in KL or KK. Tonight I really felt the need to fellowship with my Lord. I could not see my future.
Lord, thank you for bringing me throughout these four years. At this moment, I remembered that I'd prayed to You in the past saying "Lord, accomplish what You want to accomplish in me." This was the word from a brother during a campus perfecting in the past. I was touched very much by it. Lord, in my working life, continue to bring me. Put me in a place where I can continue to love You. Although You are the one governing on the throne, but I still need to pray and fellowship with You. So that I can know which path I should choose, for I do not want to suffer loss. Lord Jesus, I love You.
Although I still do not know about the choice I should pick, I just trust that the Lord has arranged things for me.
